I’ve been eating like shit lately and my body is starting to hate me for it.
So I really need to hop back on the health train, CHOO CHOOOOO

Okay, that was really lame.
But honestly. 

“I think I’m dying from too much exercise.”

^This is what happens when you tell your man you can run ten miles.
And that you’re into guys with nice arm/shoulder muscles. 

Good lord.

Jasper (my dog) just walks into my room and stands in front of my bed, preparing to jump up. Once I see him I say “You better not jump on this bed…”. So he looks at me, waits for me to turn my head, and climbs on my bed instead of jumping. He then proceeds to crawl over and lay next to me.

My dog is a smartass.
That’s terrible.

This has been a random story.
xoxo Shelby. 

• My car is running completely fine… better than ever, actually… and then on my way home the check engine light came on. Cool.
• I’ve been up since 4:30 and I’m not sure how I am still awake
• This whole moving/going to school thing is just to the point where it’s pissing me off. I’m about to just pack my shit and move somewhere really cool and not give a shit what anyone has to say about it.
• In case you couldn’t tell, I’m a wee bit frustrated.
• A bee chased me into my house today. That’s not really important, but I just thought it was funny.
• It’s really annoying when people text me a play-by-play of their day like I care or something. Even more annoying when I don’t reply to said texts and they just keep sending them over and over again.
• Also, I decided to not really give someone a chance, but… yeah I guess you could call it that. Just ‘go with the flow’ of things and it took them less than a week to screw it up hahaha
• I really do find that hilarious.
• That is why I don’t bother anymore
• Don’t text me about your ex and how she’s jealous of me. I don’t care. And that’s her problem. She should probably stop being so insecure and dependent on others for her happiness.
• AKA: Dat bishh is craaazzzaayyyyy
• I think I’m going to go take a nap now
• I get to see my best friend in a bit.

xoxo Shelby.

    Have you ever just had to sit back and watch someone make one bad decision after another? You do everything in your power to keep them on track, help them whenever you can, give them advice when they ask for it… yet they still seem to follow that dark path. Finally, you just take the backseat and let them make their own mistakes. You give up on them, and remove yourself from their life. They hold a grudge against you for that, because you just “gave up” on them. When actually, you did all that you could, but you simply couldn’t “save” them anymore. It was hurting both of you to continue how things were. Removing yourself from the situation so they could figure out things seemed like the best decision you could make…

   Have you ever had to walk away from someone like that? Someone you love more than they could ever imagine? Someone you want to help so bad that even thinking of what they are doing to them self puts you in a frenzy?

   Have you ever had to watch them destroy their potential? Blame you for not being there? Hate you for leaving them?

   Have you ever felt so guilty about it, that it never fully left your mind?

   Because this is what I battle with. Every. Single. Day.

xoxo Shelby.

• My feet are always cold even though I always wear socks. I don’t get it
• I’m really tired
• I move in like… 7 weeks or less… that’s weird
• I payed for an older man’s gas today because he was crying because his debit card wasn’t working and his wife had just died and the bitchy cashier at the gas station wouldn’t help him out. Selfish people like that piss me off
• But, the man’s name was Charles… and I was really happy to help him because he was super sweet and grateful.
• My contacts are so dry, I can barely see
• LaFawnda (my car) is now fixed and back in my possession. Stoked about that.
• My hours were SUPER cut this week at work. Not a happy camper about that
• I keep having really weird, yet realistic dreams. It’s freaking me out.
• My best friend will be here Sunday
• I haven’t kissed someone in a few weeks
• ^that’s stupid.
• I have too many pairs of boots
• I’m seriously really tired
• That’s all I have to say for now.

• I have that new Bruno Mars song stuck in my head. I really love it though
• People are just now starting to realize I deactivated my Facebook, so I’ve been randomly getting a crapload of texts
• I have to pack, ughhhhh
• Going to Gainesville tomorrow, my final interview for school is Wednesday. So nervous
• I woke up at 4:30 this morning, and I have to wake up even earlier tomorrow
• Wtf is up with that?!
• Had staring contest with a cute hipster boy Saturday night, but I was too shy to ask for his name/give him my number.
• I know, I suck.
• Pretty sure my family is eating dinner without me right now but whatever.
• I need to check the weather in Gainesville so I know what to pack.
• My feet are cold, even though I’m wearing socks.
• That’s all I have to say right now.

I thought about not wearing black today,
and the outfit I picked out was really cute….

But I just couldn’t do it.
It felt so wrong for some reason.
I legitimately have a problem.

So anyways, now I’m wearing black and grey.
….as usual.

Hahaha, oh dear. 

It really bothers me that I help every one of my friends whenever they need it. I’m there for anyone when they need me. But I never feel like I can ask anyone for help because I never expect to get the same in return. (because I never do).

So I get to sit in my room and cry because I have no idea how I’m supposed to get to work tomorrow because my car is messed up. And if I can’t go to to work. I won’t have money to get it fixed.

Supposed to be moving in two months and shit like this happens. Fanfuckingtastic.

/rant.

You know, I find the phrase “So remind me again why you’re single?” to be more offensive than it is flattering.

Because to me, it’s kind of like you’re implying that I can’t get a date/boyfriend. Which, excuse my arrogance for a moment (it’s at a high tonight for some reason) but I could definitely have either if I wanted them. I’m not only good-looking, but I also have a great personality. I can also cook and have spectacular taste in music, as well as an amazing sense of humor and knack for sarcasm.

That is like a recipe for dating.

So why am I single? Because I have too many options.
Why are YOU single?

Oh… yeah.